Have you ever looked at the moon? Were you in awe of its craters. Or maybe the way it shines spoke to you. Apparently it is spinning crazy fast around the earth. Today I thought I had big problems and then I stared at the moon for a while and it seemed to put me back in my place. Back in the hands of a merciful powerful loving God. In these hands I realize how very small and insignificant I really am. I am small but full of peace and I know without a doubt that I am loved beyond my comprehension. Brother Yun a Chinese Christian fasted for 100 days for a Bible, which God provided for him. He then preached and was beaten by government officials for what seemed like forever. But what hit me was that one day Yun realized that God didn't need him... ... ... ... ... ... Yun thought that he was needed to help God spread the gospel to China. Maybe Yun was looking at the moon when he realized that it was only by God's grace that he was used by God and that it was his pleasure to suffer for his living savior and king. Why do I forget to look at the moon when I am feeling the weight of life. Because right now I am pretty sure that my problems are up on that moon wondering how they got so far away. My answer to them is this, my God has big Hands.